I am so thankful that God has brought me to the point where he has and to know that I am still a work in progress, but that I have come so far from where I was. I'm not perfect- I'm the complete, polar opposite and for now that is okay. I am just fine being the woman God has created me to be at 21 because I know it will not be the same as who I will be at 25 or 30 or 40 or 60. Life is more exciting that way.
I had a pretty late night last night. What is it about tea and Jessie that always puts me in a good mood? We met at Starbucks (yay for 24 hour Starbucks!) for what only seemed like minutes. Little did I know that once I looked down at my phone it was 1:07 am and it was definately time to go home. But for those few hours we managed to talk about how far we have come in our relationship with Christ, working out, old friends, how awesome love is, how AWESOME our friends Megan and Julie are, the days spent with our dads, and a bunch of random nonsense in between. There are never dull or quiet moments with us because there is always something to chat about, always!
Unfortunately that was not the end of the night for me. I hadn't seen Max all day and wanted to stop by and give him a quick smooch (quick, yeah right) and ended up talking his ear off until 3am. Poor boy! It is so funny to think that me-the girl that he had to pry open to get a decent conversation out of-was now talking his ear off instead. I guess you get what you wish for. I think it's great though and can only be described as God building my character. I had been shut off from the world for so long and so closed off from emotion that God had to bring some crazy hot, Jesus loving, McDonald's fanatic, Steeler's rooting, kind-souled, beautiful-hearted man into my life to make me be able to feel whatever it was I was feeling. Ah love! There's nothing greater.
...And now for my ritual Sunday after-church nap before I clean and plan wedding stuff and get ready for leadership.
P.S.- Answer me this
Why aren't there cake toppers with a Latina brides and a white grooms?? Hmmm? Hmmmmmm??
Lame!
I don't even want a cake topper anymore! =P
